crop top: forever 21
necklace: forever 21
Hello, I hope everyone is having a wonderful summer. I'm still deciding if I am.
I feel lazy; and I know summer is suppose to be a time to chill but I hate not doing anything. I'm nervously anticipating college in the kind of bittersweet way of acknowledging that I'm finally growing up but realizing that time is slowly winding down.I know that is such a pessimistic way of looking at things but I have to do something with my life- I have to. I feel like hitting the ground running, there is so much I want to attain in my lifetime and everyday I have this sizable gut feeling in my stomach which only continues to cause grief at my idleness.
Okay, so that's my inner spiel right now, something that's been bothering me longer then the arrival of summer. I just want my life to have meaning, to be filled with things that I would be proud of. I'm so scared of waking up at 40 and seeing that I haven't done anything.